I feel like i have no one to turn to. I want to cry, but i just think why cry, no one will care. I want to scream & yell & say I am not ok! But i have to act like i am ok, for evryone else. Right now i feel like the only friend i have are bad stuff. I just want the pain to stop, i just want to be careless, not think about who I'm hurting now, but just about life. And I'm so sick if saying sorry. I say tht pretty much evryday, you know what. I'M SORRY FOR EVYRTHING! JUST FORGIVE ME FOR STUFF I DID IN THE PAST & STUFF ILL DO IN THE FUTURE!
Theres no one in this hell, tht they call Cypress tht i can trust. I cant take any of this, its too hard! I'm just a child, I shouldnt be worring about these things but i am. I want to, I need to stop worrying, but i cant. I need to stop being sad for myself & just try to help myself, but i'm just in shock about this. On my first day of middle school, I never whould have thought I would have 2 worry about any of this stuff. I just cant take it & i feel like i cant do anything right.
Like I cant please anyone, I'm just a child....
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